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ha [14 Jan 2003|12:19am]
[ mood | awake ]

So I woke up and got myself in a cocky mood, had my defenses all up, decided to be myself without giving a fuck as to what everyone else wants me to be like. And with a smirk on my face and a glance into the mirror (saying "You're crazy" to myself), I dialed my mother's number. Much to my disappointment, no one answered. Though I know perfectly damn well that the cunt was home. Probably looked at the caller id and walked away.

Lets be random.

I'm getting my TV/DVD player in about two days. *does a jig* Which means I can watch Trainspotting and Moulin Rouge and Empire Records all fucking day long.

It's sad that I regard going to bed at 4am as being "early." I am still aware, however, that waking up at 2pm is late.

The AMA's sucked. Or was it just me.

Thanks to everyone that friended me. I can't bring myself to return the favor to one of you because the Confederate flag makes me want to go into a violent rage. *twitches*

I want to see Just Married mostly so I can see the trailer for Down With Love. And I'm counting down the days until the 31st which is when I'll be able to see Colin Farrel in a shower...wet...naked...big screen...Colin...in The Recruit. *wipes up drool*

The Goo Goo Dolls will be nearby at the MCI Center in a few months, but since they're just opening I don't think I'll be able to convince my stepmom to go. We're still kicking ourselves for not going to the Kid Rock/Aerosmith concert. Lapse of sanity, there.

Conan's coming on. I miss Dennis Miller. I wish Leno would rerun one of the shows with Ewan on it.

I should really stop pulling my hair out.

Bored yet?

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Oh, so my life has meaning now: [11 Jan 2003|11:49pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I am Pop Rocks! WHEE!

Find your whimsy character
at kelly.moranweb.com.
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Step out the front door like a ghost into the fog where noone notices the contrast of white on white [10 Jan 2003|11:43pm]
[ mood | tired ]

And in between the moon and you, the angels get a better view of the crumbling difference between wrong and right

That's got to be some of the best lyrics I've ever heard in my life. They've stayed with me for nearly 10 years now. Yes, I feel old.

I just sniffed a tea bag a little too closely and now I smell...something like ginger every time I breathe. Not necessarily a bad thing.

I passed my driving test today so...yay. I still have no car. I don't really care.

I might be getting a flat screen tv with a built in DVD player tomorrow. How incredibly exciting. I can not wait, and I hope to hell that I do get it. My tv likes to go freaky on me, and my DVD player is going back to the store tomorrow because it skips. So...I really need this. Yum.

I love the Counting Crows.

And she walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land just like she's walking on a wire in the circus. Parks her car out side my house and takes her clothes off. Says she's close to understanding Jesus. And she knows she more than just a little misunderstood, she has trouble acting normal when she's nervous.

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[09 Jan 2003|01:43am]
Yes, it's certainly been a while and I won't tell you what's all happened between then and now because hey...nobody gives a shit, do they?

Didn't think so.
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Hmm...Long time no update. [19 Dec 2002|02:37am]
[ mood | okay ]

So Christmas is coming. Like a train. Next week. How very amazing that it just sneaks up like that. For me, anyway. I've gotten and wrapped most of everyone's gifts. I only got Mom a couple movies, a night shirt, and an ornament, but it all set me back about $50. Then I had to buy things for my mother and brother and sister and stepdad and cousin. That all cost me about...$60. Now I'm thinking about the money I could have in my wallet about now if only Christmas didn't exist. Oh well.

AIM's being a bitch. It only acts up when I want to chat. But whenever I'm in a bad mood it's fiiiiiine. That's life.

Johnny's going to be on in a few or else I would've been in bed by now. Mmmm Rzeznik.

Fucking AIM.

I got a thick ass splinter in my foot and boy was that fun pulling out. I hate splinters, especially in my feet. My hands I can deal with. But they always go for the feet.

I'm getting sick. I'm dreading it. By Christmas I'll probably be a snotty, coughing mess. It usually works out that way.

My nails are growing. They only look right when they're polished.

I put the lights and tinsel on the tree today. We have a funky tree.

la de da

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[04 Oct 2002|04:14pm]
[ mood | awake ]

So...all of my friends went to college, right? Dottie, Karen, Marianne, Becca, Colleen... And now Dottie's back, Karen's back, Becca wants to come back...and I guess Colleen's fine. Which is a shocker. My stepmom is suddenly glad I didn't go to college, for it seems that it would have been a waste of time. Not that I'm exactly like my friends...

Going to the movies tomorrow with Dottie and Marianne...possibly Becca. Sweet Home Alabama.

I'm a dentist...yay!
If you know what movie that's from, I'll love you forever.

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[03 Oct 2002|03:12pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Yep, I'm back. And virgin no more.

Anyway, how do you like the new colors? Halloween, much?

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[06 Sep 2002|08:49pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Okay. I must, must, must get into shape. I mean...for like seven years I've been wanting to lose weight, but have I? No. So I will. I'm gonna do this for myself because it's pretty much the only realistic thing I've wanted that I can pull off. Must excercise more, eat less junk. Stop sitting around.

Britney Spears is my inspiration. If she can have that body, so can I. :-Þ

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I can never think of something clever to put here... [04 Sep 2002|03:49pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Ah, not much to say. I'll try not to update so much as I had. (Sorry John for, like, spamming your journal.)

I'm...bored. My friend that went to college in Austrailia may be coming back in December. She doesn't like it much, says it moves too slow for her. She's actually looking forward to having more school work so she'll have something to do. Which. Yikes.

Okay, don't get me wrong, I love the summer and I hate the cold, but I am lookin forward to seeing snow on the trees and drinking hot chocolate without sweating my ass off. And hopefully by then I'll have a car and a job...money...probably trouble too... I just have this feeling that when I get a job, I'm going to end up in trouble.

Gah I don't know why I feel so tired. I got twice as much sleep as I thought I would. I hope I don't have to go anywhere today...just feel like chillin' as usual.

Well I'll stop my rambling now.
*scowls at the applause*
Shut up.

EDIT: I can spell Austrailia right.

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[28 Aug 2002|11:45pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Four years ago, on this day, I stared at a poster on my wall, listened to his voice float through my cd player, and became infatuated. From then, I've learned his history, favorites, and even shoe size. I try to steer away from calling it obsession, and instead adoration. I've made cakes on his birthday, put his pin-ups on the pantry door for my parties, and at one time I carried a clip of him and his four "brothers" on a keychain. His words have cheered me up when I've been down, his life story has made me realize that I can get through whatever rough times come my way, and he's helped me see that I can be me without caring what other's think of it.
Happy Anniversary Chris, from one of your more insane admirers.

That said, my day was filled with dusting the living room, doing laundry, and yawning. I've promised myself I'd get more sleep tonight, no more of this 5am stuff.

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[26 Aug 2002|11:44pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Okay, first of all...
JOHN! You're supposed to tell me when you're coming to my area, ass. I could've seen you yesterday or the day before or whenever. Damn it.

It's a beautiful sound, my life was crashing down, That ain't so obvious.
So pertains to me right now.
Just when my life seems okay, shit happens.
So Mother called me today to ask me if I want to go see Creed with them on Friday. Okay...I HATE Creed. Passionately. I loathe, abhor, detest, despise, abominate Creed. So yes with the strong disliking. But I said yes, I would like to go. Why is this? Because I wasn't invited to go to the Aerosmith/Kid Rock concert I so wanted to go to. But noooooo her co-worker went. Fuckers. Jesus. Oh, and she said that the Aerosmith concert "rocked". Well no shit.
So yes, I'm having her pay for my ticket to see a band I...HAAAAATE!!

And yes, the Goo Goo Dolls concert 'round here was very much 2 days ago. The day just gets better.

Now I'm all weepy over my family. Mom doesn't know that I hate Creed, and granted, I haven't lived with her, but I do see her twice every month, and you'd think she'd know how much I dislike them. And she calls me an overemotional teenage. So am I? I guess... And then I haven't heard from Dad in like two months which is just...great. I mean...how can I be happy when he finally does manage to call or come by when he just acts like I don't fucking exist for months at a time? And he called my his "favorite child." Asshole.
Speaking of his children, I haven't spoken to my sister in six years. Not because of something I did, but because she and Dad had a dispute over college money. But oh, he was invited to her wedding and guess who wasn't? Yes, me.
And then my brother...hell I haven't seen his wife and kid since my father left. Last I heard from him? "You're both [stepmom and I] family, we'll keep in touch." Such pure bullshit. Three years and not a word? Yeah way to keep in touch. Fuck you.

God damn why does my life have to be so fucked up? I mean I could be perfectly happy if it weren't for my stupid "family issues." I have a home, food, shit I don't need...I'm not poor. But no, there's always got to be something in the way of happiness, doesn't there?

You know, I wish I could just be like...dying of something. Then I could see everyone and maybe they'd be sorry for missing out on my life and seeing me grow up. I don't even know my sister's last name...how wrong is that?

Fine, fine. I'll shut up. But fuck.

It seems no one can help me now, I'm in too deep, there's no way out. This time I have really led myself astray...Can you help me remember how to smile, how to somehow make it all seem worthwhile. How on earth did I get so jaded, life's mysteries seem so faded...And everything seems cut and dry, day and night, earth and sky. Somehow I just don't believe it...A little out of touch, a little insane. It's just easier than dealing with the pain.

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Tired of me yet? (Don't answer that.) [26 Aug 2002|03:22pm]
[ mood | full ]

Went to bed at 5am.
Woke up at 10 and called Mom. Set my alarm for 12.
Woke up at 12 and set my alarm for 12:30.
Woke up at 12:30 and set my alarm for 1.
Woke up at 1 and set my alarm for 1:30.
Woke up at 1:30 and set my alarm for 2.
Woke up at 2 and watched News Radio.

Ugh. It's cold. Okay, so it's really 75 degrees, but it feels cold to me. Outside it smells like fall, and I'm not ready for fall. I hate the cold. I loved California because it could be 112 degrees outside, but it wasn't humid, therefore the heat was standable. Sure, it gets cool over there in the winter, but nothing like Virginia. God, one morning last year it was a few degrees colder than it was in Alaska. That's just not right, if you ask me.

I still have to "clear a path" to my window so I can clean it, fix instant mashed potatoes for dinner, take a shower, and put clothes away. You'd think I'd be busy doing that instead of typing this nonsense. Ha.

I was hungry when I woke up, so I made my "special" grilled cheese.
2 slices of bread
3 slices of cheese
2 slices of turkey
I was dismayed, however. When we bought cheese, we did it at Priceclub, where you get everything in huge amounts. Unfortunately, they only had fat free cheese. This is no good. No good at all. And now that I've eaten my sandwich, I feel like I ate too much. Just a sandwich. What have I done to my stomach?

I'm trying to get a new aim s/n, but I exceeded my registration limit for 24 hours last night because all the fuckers in the world have taken my origional ideas. I blame the government.

EW, I had a dream last night that a figment of my imagination, a character if you will, was actually a real person and friend of mine, and was killed because he was bi. So I broke down in front of my Mother (Mother, not Mom. I live with Mom, my stepmom, and Mother is my biological mother), and she like yelled at me for being too sensitive or something and then continued to say "You don't have to tell me stories everytime you come down here." So pissed me off. She'd really say something like that too. I was so glad to wake up from that. It was far too real feeling. And that bitch was in my house. Not hers. Ugh. I can't believe I'm going to be living with that soon.

I'm on aim now, but none of my buddies are talking to me. Only 4 are on, 2 are away, and the other half probably don't even realize they have theirs on.

I saw the kid next door walking home from school. This was his first day of middle school. I had to fight the urge to run outside and ask him how it was. I'm becoming such a sap in my old age.

Ah, my foot is asleep.

Okay...I'm done.

Do you know what I'm tired of? Well I'll tell you anyway. This is just one thing. I'll try to stop at this one subject and not branch into what else I'm tired of.
Okay, I'm tired of people being stereotyped by the music they listen to. Yes, I'm a huge Nsync fan, okay. But I'm not a teenybopper. I have teenybopperish moments, but that is different from being a full blown teenybopper. I also like Eminem. A lot. I love his lyrics, how he says what he wants and doesn't sugar coat or bullshit. I love the Goo Goo Dolls. John's lyrics hit me hard, and a lot of them reflect my life and how I feel. I like to relax to Train. I like to be moved by the Moulin Rouge soundtrack. I like to dance to Usher and Britney Spears. I like to let out my angst with Pink and Linkin Park. I like to rock out to Puddle of Mudd and Korn and Marilyn Manson. I'm a hardcore music fan, and anyone that doesn't think so can get the fuck out of my face and kiss my ass. I don't enjoy being stereotyped, I had it enough in school. I do enjoy, however, the strange looks I get when I'm checking out what imported Nsync albums Circuit City has because of my lip ring. They're thinking I should be looking in the rock/metal section, when really I'm right where I want to be. Fuckers.

Okay...I'm done.

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Don't you just wish I'd go to bed? [26 Aug 2002|03:23am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Okay, so I took this...'nuff said.

Big Long NSYNC Survey Thing

What made you become an *NSYNC fan?

I was at my bestfriend's house, and we were gettin' into Nsync, and the girl across the street had her Nsync cd blaring so we were like "We've got to get that!" So we did. And I've been hooked since.

If your favorite *NSYNC'er was just a normal guy, walking down the street, would you like them?
Hell yes. And they are just normal guys...just a tad famous.

If you could spend a day with one of them, who would it be with and what would you do?
Definitely Chris because he just seems so kind and, of course, hilarious. I doubt there'd be a boring moment. And, yeah, he's hot.

Did you like them in the very beginning, or did you think they were another NKOTB?
Okay, so when I first heard I Want You Back, I thought it was BSB, and I really didn't (and still don't) like BSB, but I thought it was a really cool song. And then I heard that it was Nsync, not BSB.

Have you ever gone out of state (or really far away) to see them?
I would if I could. I might get to see Joey on Broadway, if that would count.

What music video is your favorite?
I Drive Myself Crazy.

Which video tape is your favorite?
I love the Reel Nsync. Nothing like seeing them on home footage.

Which is your favorite album?
Celebrity because of Falling, and Home for Christmas because Chris sings a lot on that one.

What is your favorite song on No Strings Attached?
I Thought She Knew, No Stings Attached, Bye Bye Bye, and Digital Getdown

What is your favorite song on *NSYNC?
I Drive Myself Crazy and Sailing

What is your favorite song on Celebrity?
Falling, hands down, with Up Against the Wall and Two of Us as runners up.


Do you like the name *NSYNC?
Yeah, it fits them well.

Who's your favorite *NSYNCer?
Chris, because he makes me laugh and inspires me to the point of no return.

Who's the cutest?
Chris. I mean, those big brown eyes? Come on.

I'll say Chris again. He seems like a very caring individual.

Chris of course.

Most Hyper?
Chris, again.

Biggest Party Animal?
Chriiiiiiiiiis. Then Joey.

Best All Around?


Best voice?
Chris...he has an amazing range.

Best hair?
...you know what I'm going to say...

Best body?
JC (yes, a different answer finally!)

Best smile?

Best dressed?
Chris, but Joey and JC do give me a laugh now and then.

Best personality?
Well, I don't know them...but I'd say Chris.

Best eyes?

Best baby picture?
Little baby Chrissy-poo

Best looking in a wife beater?
Justin and JC

[Choose one...]

Cornrows or Fro?
Wifebeater or shirtless? Shirtless
Looking innocent or devilish? Devilish
JRT or NSYNC necklace? JRT
His voice in "This I Promise You" or "Digital Getdown"? Digital Getdown
Bandana or curls? Curls
Short fro or big fro? Short
Tight pants or falling down pants? Falling down
Justin when *NSYNC first began or Justin now? Then

[Choose one...]

Dreds or haircut?
Chris singing "I Drive Myself Crazy" or "Stayin Alive"? I Drive Myself Crazy
With or without braces? Either
On the Winter Album or Home For Christmas? Either
Chris picking on Joey or Chris picking on Justin? Picking on Justin
Dressing like Justin or dressing like JC? Justin
Chris when *NSYNC started or Chris now? Both

[Choose one...]

Red hair or brown hair?
Red tips or black hair? Red tips
Joey's jokes or Joey's flirtiness? Both
With or without eyebrow piercing? lol Either
Spikes or slicked back hair? Spikes
With or without facial hair? With
Flirty Joey or serious Joey? Both
Joey's voice or looks? Both
Joey when *NSYNC began or Joey now? Now

[Choose one...]

Bowl-cut or spikes?
Black hair with blond top or blond? Blond
Black or blue hair? Blue
His eyes or his lips? Eyes
Lance in "Everything I Own" or "Giddy up"? Everything I Own
His body or his personality? Both
His dancing or his business-mind? Dancing
Lance when *NSYNC began or Lance now? Then

[Choose one...]

Light brown hair or dark brown hair?
Fake tattoos or no? No
Facial hair or not? Not
His eyes or his body? Both
His voice in "Digital Getdown" or "This I Promise You"? This I Promise You
The lyrics he wrote to "Space Cowboy" or "No Strings Attached"? No Strings Attached
JC as a baby or on MMC? MMC
His lyrics or his singing? Singing
JC when *NSYNC began or JC now? Then

[Choose one...]

*NSYNC, Home For Christmas, No Strings Attached, or Celebrity?

Home For Christmas

"Tearin' Up My Heart" or "I Want You Back"?
I Want You Back

"Bye, Bye, Bye" or "It's Gonna Be Me"?
Bye Bye Bye

"This I Promise You" or "God Must Have Spent a Little More Time on You"?

"Giddy Up" or "Digital Getdown"?

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[26 Aug 2002|02:59am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Yep, me again. I really have nothing to say, but I'm bored as hell...

Maybe I'll go bug some peoples...yes that sounds like a good idea...

*evil laughter*

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Boreded [25 Aug 2002|10:04pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]

I am updating for the simple reason that...I am bored and there's nothing to do.

So I woke up (or Mom woke me up), and I looked at my clock, and it reads 4:something pm. So I was like...whoa...cool. Because I went to sleep at 5:something am, and I was like 'It's awsome that Mom let me sleep in this late.' And then I find that the power had gone out, and it was actually 12:30ish.

So Mom went swimming with a friend of hers, and I didn't because I didn't feel like it...And now she's out with some other friends, hopefully having fun while I enjoy being alone. Good times, I tell ya.

I'm bored though...GOING TO THE BAHAMAS!! WOO HOO!! I so can't wait. I so can't wait to go...AH HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!!! I'm okay...


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Stuff you know you wanna know... [25 Aug 2002|03:13am]

[01] what's your first name? - Renée
[02] middle name? - Allison
[03] last name? - Thompson
[04] nicknames? - Rainy, Crazynayrey, Renéeyou'recrazy
[05] age? - 18.5
[06] gender? - female
[07] birthday? - 02.23.84
[08] your sign? - pisces
[09] where do you live? - va
[10] do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? - maybe
[11] if so what's her/his name? - something
[12] have you ever been in love? - perhaps
[13] who are/were your crushes? - Chris, Adam, Antonio
[14] do you have any piercings, or want any piercings? - mhmm
[15] if so what do you have/want pierced? - ears, navel, lip, and I want my eyebrow done
[16] do you have a tattoo or want one? - I need one.
[17] if so what kind and where? - too much to get into
[18] where do you shop at the most? - Target (cheap cds)
[19] what color is your hair? - blonde
[20] what color are your eyes? - blue
[21] how tall are you? - 5'5"
[23] do you smoke? - sometimes
[24] do your friends smoke? - nope
[25] who are your closest friends? - Amber, Dottie, Karen, Colleen, Marianne, and Becca
[26] who are your friends? - Patrick, Danny, Jaime, Mary, Becky?
[27] who are your best friends online? - Christy
[28] do you like bath & body works? - yep
[29] kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? - whatever's in my shower at the time
[30] is your hair short or long? - long
[31] do you like to shop? - yep
[32] what sports do you play? - basketball
[33] what turns you on? - eyes
[34] what turns you off? - ...stuff
[35] what place do you go for fun? - my room
[36] what do you do for fun? - listen to music, watch music, do music
[37] how many phones do you have in your house? - four
[38] how many tv's do you have in your house? - four
[39] what's your favorite food(s)? - authentic Mexican
[40] do you look like anyone famous? - people call me Britney, but no I don't think so
[41] do you think ricky martin is muy guapo (very handsome)? - at times
[42] who are the most attractive people you know? - uh...I'll get back to you...
[43] are you a virgin? - unfortunately
[44] do you wish to be like your parents? - hell no
[45] what cologne should a hot guy wear? - my sweat.
[46] what are you listening to right now? - my typing
[47] what time is it? - 3:22am
[48] how many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? - I don't
[49] do you have your own phone line? - nope
[50] have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex? - yep
[51] what are your favorite shoes? - orange Chucks
[52] what kind of clothes do you sleep in? - shorts and tanktops
[53] what's your favorite soda? - Mountain Dew
[54] what things do you say a lot? - motherfucker, damn it, shit, I didn't just say shit, BISCUIT
[56] who is the coolest person in the world? - uh...Dennis Miller
[57] do you think you're weird or funny? - funny in a weird way
[58] would you prefer thong or bikini? - thong
[59] who was the last person you called? - Mom
[60] where do you wanna get married? - never
[61] who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? - graduated
[62] what are your favorite girl names? - Celeste, Elise
[63] what are your favorite guy names? - Chris, Tim, Jake
[64] what's your worst memory in the past 5 years? - Grandmom, Grandad, Lenah, and Charlie dying, Dad leaving, losing my best friend
[65] what's your favorite childhood memory? - I...don't have one.
[66] what is your favorite fast food restaurant? - Taco Bell
[67] who do you really hate? - racists, homophobes
[68] do you have any brothers and sisters? - 3 brothers, 3 sisters
[69] if so, names? - Michelle, Aaron, Andrea, Joey, Nick, and Emily
[70] do you have a pool? - nope
[71] do you have a spa? - nope
[72] are you stupid? - at times
[73] what are you addicted to? - lemonade and cheese sandwiches...and gum
[74] do you like jewelry? - yep
[75] who do you wish you were? - Chris Kirkpatrick so I could look at myself in the mirror all day.
[76] who has it easier, boys or girls? - neither
[77] would you rather be short or tall? - short
[78] do you like to dance? - yep
[79] do you like playing pranks on people? - yep
[80] what's your least favorite subject in school? - anything having to do with numbers, I don't care how lame that sounds.
[81] what's your favorite subject in school? - English and Art
[82] what time is it? - 3:29am
[83] what college do you wanna go to? - Washington Institute of Art
[84] what school do you go to now? - I don't
[85] do you have a playstation or nintendo 64? - playstation
[85] if so, what are your favorite games? - Tony Hawk games, car games
[87] do you sleep a lot? - when I can
[88] what are your favorite radio stations? - DC101
[90] are you a morning person? - I can be
[91] what's your favorite tv station? - MTV
[92] do you shave? - everyday
[93] how often do you shower? - everyday...or every other day
[94] do you get along with your parents? - at times
[95] what room do you spend the most time in? - the basement
[96] how many rooms does your house have? - seven
[97] what do you wanna be when you're out of school? - famous (HA)
[98] do you curse a lot? - fuck yeah
[99] are you ticklish? - yep
[101] what are you wearing right now? - Umbro shorts, VA Beach tanktop, white bra
[102] do you go to church? - nope
[103] do you like the person who sent you this? - I took it from slidethedoll...but yeah.
[104] do you believe in god? - does he believe in me?
[105] do you like to watch pda's? - huh
[106] do you show pda? - wha
[107] do you believe in love at first sight? - I believe in attraction at first sight.
[108] what color tooth brush do you use? - green
[109] how many times a day do you brush your teeth? - twice
[110] who is your favorite cartoon character? - Garfield, hands down.
[111] do you have a job? - not yet
[113] what's your favorite fruit? - pineapple
[114] what's your favorite veggies? - spinach?
[115] what's your favorite candy? - Reese's Pieces
[116] what was the best day of your life so far? - I'll tell you when it happens.
[117] what are you gonna do today? - sleep in, hopefully
[118] are you momma's little angel? - fuck no
[119] do you wear body spray? - sometimes
[120] who is the sweetest girl? - *shrugs*
[121] who is the sweetest guy? - Kirkpatrick?
[122] are you wearing nail polish now? - nope
[123] if so, what color? -
[124] how many rings or necklaces do you own? - too many to count
[125] do you wear a watch? - yep
[126] did/do you have braces? - nope
[127] are you tired? - yep
[129] do you have freckles? - only when I'm tan.
[130] what are you thinking right now? - Mandy Moore's song's stuck in my head.
[131] are you having fun? - sure
[132] what time is it? - 3:35
[133] who makes you laugh? - Kirkpatrick, Amber
[134] who's your favorite teacher? - Mrs. Conner, Mrs. Cochran, Mr. Andrews, Mr. Bodenschatz
[136] what is the best concert you have ever been to? - United We Stand, What More Can I Give? was there for 13 hours, saw GGDs, Nsync, Aerosmith, Pink, Bette Midler, and a hell of a lot of other people
[137] what is your favorite dream? - I felt safe with Chris
[138] what is your worst dream? - when people die
[139] are you tired of filling this out yet? - sorta
[140] who of your friends do you think will get bored with this? - no one reads my journal lol
[141] who sent this lovely survey to you? - I took it from slidethedoll
[142] what's your worst memory as a little kid? - my mother putting my dog to sleep...and not telling me.
[143] have you ever cheated on anyone/been cheated on? - never been in a relationship
[144] do you believe in santa claus? - nope
[145] do you believe in ghosts? - yeah

what's better? choose one or neither:

[146] rap or r&b? - r&b
[147] pop or rock? - rock
[148] rock or metal? - rock
[149] classical or jazz? - jazz
[150] hanson or manson? - manson
[151] koRn or 311? - korn
[152] no doubt or garbage? - no doubt
[153] jewel or fiona apple? - jewel
[154] offspring or nine inch nails? - nin
[155] sugar ray or tool? - tool
[156] bakstreet boys or nsync? - nsync
[157] joey mcintyre or jordan knight? - joey I guess

your opinions

[158] what do you think about boy bands? - love some
[159] what do you think about country? - some's okay
[160] what do you think about heavy metal? - it's alright
[161] what do you think about rap? - it's pretty good
[162] what do you think about r&b? - that too
[163] do you think nkotb are coming back? - uh no

yes or no or eh

[164] like hanson? - no
[165] like *nsync? - yes
[166] like backstreet boys? - no
[167] like koRn? - yes
[168] like orgy? - yes
[169] like sugar ray? - yes
[170] like metalica? - yes
[171] like no doubt? - yes
[172] like britney spears? - yes
[173] like aaron carter? - no
[174] like b*witched? - eh
[175] like joey mcintrye? - eh
[176] like jordan knight? - no
[177] like busta rymes? - yes
[178] like offspring? - eh
[179] like ricky martin? - eh
[180] like coolio? - yes
[181] like janet jackson? - yes
[182] like spice girls? - eh
[183] like all saints? - eh
[184] like c-note? - no
[185] like 98 dgrz?? - yes
[186] like 5ive? - eh
[187] like tlc? - yes
[188] like take 5? - eh
[189] like moffats? - no
[190] like jennifer love hewit? - no
[191] like dixie chicks? - no
[192] like mariah carey? - eh
[193] like eyc? - no?
[194] like brandy? - yeah
[195] like eminem? - yes
[196] like shania twain? - eh
[197] like monica? - yes
[198] like mya? - yes
[200] like blessed unions of soul? - yes
[201] like bare naked ladies? - yes
[202] like robbie williams? - yes
[203] like sixpence none the richer? - eh
[203 MORE] like limp bizkit? - yes
[203a] do you like the beach boys? - yes
[203b] do you like def leppard? - yes
[203c] do you like whitesnake? - YES
[203d] do you like queen? - yes
[203e] do you like elton john? - yes
[203f] do you like R?ETMAN? - ?
[203g] do you like depeche mode? - eh
[204] how many cd's do you have? - bunches
[205] what cd's are in your cd player? - Eminem, Natalie Imbruglia
[206] how many tapes do you have? - some
[207] do you own videos of your favorite group? - yep
[208] do you record your favorite group when they're on tv? - yep[209] are you obbsessed with your favorite group/singer/band? - yep
[210] what's the oldest group/singer you are still listening to? - hmm...
[211] are most of your friends music freaks? - eh
[212] what do you think of the girls and the whole teeny bopper thing? - they need to grow up and get some respect
[213] have you ever paid for a pay-per-view? - nope
[215] do you ever buy merchandise of your favorite group? - yes
[216] what tv station is better...mtv or vh1? - MTV
[217] what is the worst show on mtv? - hmm..
[218] what is the best show on mtv? - osbournes, jackass
[219] if you could marry any music person who would it be? - Kirkpatrick
[220] what is the worst cd you own? - ugh Backstreet Boys
[221] what's your favorite movie soundtrack? - City of Angels
[222] friend(s) that looks most like you? - none
[223] friend(s) you go to for advice? - Amber, Dottie, Karen, Colleen
[224] friend(s) you have the most fun with? - Amber
[225] friend(s) you can do nothing with and still have fun with? - All of them
[226] friend(s) you've dreamt about? - none
[228] friend(s) you tell your secrets to? - Amber
[229] boxers or briefs? - boxers
[230] long or short hair? - either
[231] dark or blonde? - either
[232] tall or short? - taller than me
[234] mr. sensitive or mr. funny? - mr. I'masexybastardandI'mallyours
[236] dark or light eyes? - dark usually
[237] hat or no hat? - eh
[238] ears pierced or no? - pierced
[239] tan or fair? - tan
[240] freckles or none? - doesn't matter
[241] stubble or neatly shaved? - stubble's good
[242] rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type? - either
[243] all american, homey g, or grunge? - grunge.
[245] accent or american? - don't care

on preferences

[246] mt. dew or surge? - mountain dew
[247] mcdonalds or burger king? - mcdonalds
[248] coke or pepsi? - coke
[249] rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? - friend I guess
[250] sweet or sour? - sweet
[251] chocolate or vanilla? - vanilla
[252] tea or coffee? - coffee
[253] sappy/action/comedy/horror? - horror/comedy
[254] cats or dogs? - dogs
[256] cool ranch or nacho cheese? - nacho cheese
[257] mud or jello wrestling? - mud
[258] with or without ice-cubes? - with
[260] milk/dark/white chocolate? - milk
[261] shine or rain? - either
[262] rain or snow? - rain
[263] favorite season? - summer
[264] strawberry or cherry? - strawberry
[265] skiing or boarding? - boarding
[267] cake or cookies? - CAKE
[268] cereal or toast? - cereal
[269] car or truck? - car
[270] night or day? - night
[271] gloves or mittens? - mittens
[272] pager or cell phone? - cell
[273] bunk bed or waterbed? - water bed
[274] chewing gum or hard candy? - gum
[275] motor boat or canoe? - motor boat
[276] lights on or off? - off

what's your favorite?

[277] what's your favorite color? - orange
[278] what's your favorite number? - 4
[279] what's your favorite drink? - oj
[280] what's your favorite animal? - horse
[281] what's your favorite holiday? - none
[282] what's your favorite quote? - mean people suck, nice people swallow
[283] what's your favorite sound? - a man's voice
[284] what's your favorite ice cream flavor? - mint chocolate chip
[285] what's your favorite song ever? - so so many..
[287] what's your favorite movie? - Braveheart, Crossroads (shut up), The Mexican, X-Men...many more...
[288] what's your favorite tv show? - Friends, Boy Meets World
[289] what's your favorite radio station? - didn't we already go over this?
[290] what's your favorite place? - in someone's arms
[291] what's your favorite game? - pool
[292] what's your favorite scent? - vanilla
[293] what's your favorite food? - told you this too.
[294] what's your favorite shape? - a sexy guy...or girl
[295] what's your favorite texture? - a sexy guy's skin
[296] what's your house going to look like? - something on a beach
[297] do you want pets? - hell yeah
[298] how many kids do you want? - none

on relationships

[299] what does your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend look like? - brown eyes...
[300] how do they act? - crazy/spontaneous
[301] where is your dream date? - comedy show, beach, or concert
[302] do you like to call or be called? - be called
[304] move anywhere, where would it be? - Cali
[305] what time is it now? - 3:54am
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[25 Aug 2002|03:00am]
[ mood | drained ]

Why yes, I do have a new icon and why yes, that is my eye.
Why yes, I am feeling better for all of you who do and don't care.

Now I'll leave you with a bit of Ani Difranco...

What if no one's watching,
What if when we're dead we are just dead?
What if God ain't lookin down,
What if he's lookin up instead?

What if no one's watching,
What if when we're dead we are just dead?
What if it's just us down here
What if God's just an idea someone put in your head?

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[25 Aug 2002|12:21am]
[ mood | shitty ]

The day started out well at least...

I got up at 12ish. Went to see My Big Fat Greek Wedding. It was way better than I thought it would be...and I thought it would be great. And I think Joey should stick to that look because...hot damn.
And then I come home, fix some pizza and eat some baklava (I was in a Greek mood), veg out.

And then as I get on the computer, my mood changes. I realize that I can't tell anyone that I know about me being bi. Not my family, not my friends, not my closest friend. And I wonder, how am I supposed to enjoy life when who I am is unacceptable?

I hate the human race.

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[23 Aug 2002|03:40pm]

Forgot to mention that in 6 months I'll be 19. Which is...weird for me.
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[23 Aug 2002|03:27pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Ah another day, another day.

Last night I was pretty down...as you might have noticed...but that's okay.

I ended up going to bed at 6:something am. The sun was very much coming up. But that's okay too, because I sleep better when the sun's coming up. How vampiresque of me. Hm.

So today I've got to clean my bathtub and take a shower...I still haven't eaten yet. If I have time I'll fix crabcakes and shrimp. I don't know why I'm saying this as if anyone cares. But hey, they're some KICKASS crabcakes, let me tell you. Oh and I think I have to empty the dishwasher. And I hope Mom doesn't want to mow the grass today. I swear to god I'm going to pull up all the grass and put sand down. I hate mowing.

And um...does anyone know if you need a passport to get to the Bahamas if you're going by cruise? Not that I'm going...it's for a friend...


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